Intentionality

I have spent the last 25 years learning to cook…. but tonight spinning around the kitchen contentedly and almost absentmindedly throwing things into the pot to leave overnight to make a stock, I realised I felt as close to *intentional* witchcraft as I ever feel. I am in my element. I don’t really consider myself…

New year new start new blah blah blah

I blog for me and I need to remind myself of that. If people read or follow or enjoy that’s great but as soon as I start thinking about THAT, the demand pressure level skyrockets (in my head) and triggers a vicious cocktail of demand avoidance and imposter syndrome and unattainable perfectionism (putting on a…

Workroom

Today we started creating my workroom. I have been deliberate in calling it my workroom because if I’ve learned nothing else these past few years, it’s that words are important, your choice of words is important, how you frame things is important. Words have power. All my crafting and creating and mending and fixing stuff…

Halfway

Halfway through the year. I can barely remember what I did today. When I realised that, I remembered why I started this journal in the first place – literally as a way to record what I did in a day, to remind myself that I don’t just tread water, or somehow manage to stumble from…

Lockdown

The UK is in lockdown, Denmark is under movement restriction, schools are all closed. One of the best things to have come out of this from my perspective though is the sudden plethora of free online resources for children’s education. I gathered a handful of pages for us to follow over the next few weeks…

Happy places

Last night was one of those times where things unexpectedly converge in the most lovely of ways, instead of their usual trick of trying to take you down. I felt all kinds of peaceful. I’ve been listening to The Unthanks, they did the music for the recent Worzel Gummidge adaptation, to their Scarecrow Knows and…

Hail Day

60 seconds of hailstone chaos and I’m actually wondering if this is as close to a “snow day” as we’re going to get this winter. It was even enough to tear the kids away from a new episode of Ninjago to go out and play in it, still in pyjamas. They said it was like…

Grumpy

Today has been one of those days that is just on its head. Double burnout. I’m sort of on the way out of burnout, but Steve woke up broken. And I ended up running away instead of dealing with it, abandoning him to the kids, and absconded into my den in the attic. Before running…